I want to do design but not really.
I've always been an art kid, I wanted to pursue fine arts, but ther got burnt out and absolutely despise drawing now, think it's good for me, my obsession with drawing was crazy and I didn't have a life outside of it, Now I do, but I need to go to a college right now, I did humanities in 12th SO I dont have many options, I dont want to liberal arts, I was thinking but just doing business with no experience? Im not sure about it. I was thinking a design and business course and I can't find such, but just the thought of drawing makes me throw up(exaggerated but yes when Im drawing I feel that way) Maybe I should just push myself harder but it feels like I have lost all my skills, I used to be a bit prodigal for my age but now I can't even qualify in entrance exams, I do have the skills but its become impossible to execute them, I don't know what to do, I think I would like to work in problem solving and creating and thinking and working for charities and business in design but it just feels impossible to qualify for universities without sketching, I just physically cant bring myself to practise it anymore. Its making me breakdown like I'm not capable. What should I do