TIFU by having sexual dreams about my roommate/employee
I (29M) have been having sexual dreams about my (26M) roommate/employee. We moved in together at the beginning of March. He was already my assistant manager by then and we got a long great. We have a two halves of a whole idiot type of friendship. We call each other brothers. One night a week ago we were high and were up very late. He said his back hurt so I kinda massaged it for a little bit which was odd but ok. Then he started pulling his sweats down more which was like ok more odd. Then he flipped over and pulled his hard dick out. Being high, extremely tired, and horny, I sucked him. Not my proudest moment but it happened. We talked about it a couple awkward days later and decided it wouldn’t affect our friendship or work dynamic. Great. Until now. I’m having these sexual dreams about us almost every night now which is making me question things. Like do I have feelings for him?
For context I’m Bi and he has admitted to being with a guy before. We didn’t know either of these things before that night we talked it out. He talks to girls all the time so I don’t think he would feel the same way plus I don’t want to mess up our living situation or our work situation. I’m afraid to bring it up in fear of things getting messy. I have hinted at massaging his back again and he declined so I think that’s a good indication that it is a one off thing.
Any advice would be appreciated!
TL;DR: TIFU by having sexual dreams about my roommate/employee after we hooked up as friends one night after being high and tired.