How to initiate with bf?
hey! I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half. we’ve never been able to have sex because hes a bit too big to fit into me and it ends up just hurting us both. we’ve been active in other ways since the start of our relationship but since we’ve been living together (about 6 months) we haven’t been sexual since. our sex wasn’t amazing but I liked the closeness and intimacy. we still kiss but no making out and he will occasionally touch me but very briefly. a few months ago we talked about it and he wanted me to be intimate while he slept but i dont know where to start. I want to start being intimate with him but I have literally no idea what to do or say without seeming desperate… I feel like it’s me that’s the problem because I am not very experienced as him. before we stopped I talked to him about not being able to make me cum on his own and what I wanted him to do to me but granted I’ve struggled to make him cum too and after he gave me tips I had no problem following them. what do I do