Has anyone worked with Loki to do baneful magick?
Particularly on an individual who is a serial abuser.
Does he like to help in bringing justice against cruel and abusive people and helping stop them?
Has anyone else had Loki lead them to question and completely deconstruct their sexuality, sexual identity and relationships.
I used to be (or so I thought I was.) VERY straight and attracted to men my whole life and now Im questioning if I even like men or have only had sex with men due to societal pressure and expectation I should and feeling pressured by male partners to give them loads of sex to meet their needs and keep them happy. When I divorce sex with men from feeling it's what I 'should do' and I owe men/male partners my body and sex to keep them happy and it's what society expects of me. I realize I dont actually want to have sex with or relationships with men at all and thinking of doing so gives me the major ick now.
I also feel a strong desire to try dating a woman.
Right now I feel like I may actually be on the Asexual spectrum but have been performing sexuality my whole life to make others happy/do what's expected of me.
Ive also realized traditional gender roles and monogamy are not for me. And have only harmed me and stopped me from being my true self.
I'd really like a non sex centered queen relationship with a woman.
Has Loki ever made you completely question and deconstruct your sexuality?
I made this for my fb to kinda clear Lokis name and share my experience of him with others.
But it also belongs here.
Enjoy.
Just sharing some deity work and divination I did. Primarily to help beginners.
I felt Loki wanting me to make some videos of my deity work with him to maybe help beginners see an example of how others practice. My kid did interrupt a few times. But Ai can't help that. Getting a moment uninterrupted is tough with a young child.
I already have interpreted the meaning.
This is a spread I did asking Loki for a message. After seeing someone else do similar.
Love to hear your creative interpretations of this spread. And I'll let you know if it's the sane as what I received from it.
Hello.
Im F35. Living in New Zealand and im.wondering if there's any other Norse Pagans and Lokeans that are kiwi as well.
As an aside I have created an fb group for Pagans in my area-Wellington. So if any one in that area wants to join. Let me know in the comments. I am actually hoping to host some Pagan get together in future.
I primarily have been working with Odin and Freyja but recently felt Loki pulling me to acknowledge and work with him. Though I've been pushing him away put of fear he will turn my life upside down (I have bipolar and my life used to be unstable and chaos and I have a 4 year old child, so I've worked hard to get my life and mental health stable and fear welcoming in chaos again.)
However I have opened myself up to what message he has for me and made an offering to him and his daughter Hel. Of red mead.
I am finally starting to understand what he has been wanting to tell me. And today I feel super aware of how performative I am in my life, even in my spirituality and the many egoic illusions I am attached to and live by, that I need to release and how illusory this world and reality I live in is. Just a bunch of people presenting and interacting through egoic illusions. It has felt quite shocking. I feel like Loki's trolling of the Gods/trickster antics are aimed at waking them up out of their illusory reality, and same goes for us. I have also become aware of how much my 'perfectionism' drives me and sabotages me in my life and my spirituality.
The other message I get is, to let go of the fear of being seen as 'unhinged'. Before I got medicated for bipolar I was known and judged for being unhinged. And I've been afraid since getting stable of being judged and seen that way again. So I put on this facade of having it all together. Even with my spirituality I try to keep what I share or express tame so people don't think im unstable and unhinged again.
I feel loki saying to let go of that fear. That I can embrace my chaotic , unhinged energies in constructive outlets that won't cause harm or instability to me and my sons lives. And if I keep repressing those aspects of myself they will just explode outward and that's when they WILL cause the instability, destruction and chaos I fear.
So yeah. Does thos sound like Loki?
I feel he's behaving in a very tower card type way and making me face my own bullshit right now.
But I am completely new to Norse Paganism. Like only about a month or two in.
Thank you for reading.