u/Ok-Basis-7322

before I get the comments saying there is pics in this subreddit and around the internet, yes I know, I think I've seen absolutely all of them. I love searching for her result pics, I want to see as much as I can, I'm just very excited for my surgery on June 19th and would love to see as much as possible. if you are willing to send ur top surgery results from dr hontscharuk please send me a message! thank you so much <3

just wanted to make a celebratory post :)

yesterday I booked my top surgery with dr Hontscharuk for June 19th. im so fucking excited. I feel this sense to live that ive never felt before. like so hungry and excited and grateful for each day.

Hontscharuk and Barbara the patient coordinator are soooo so sweet, Barbara especially. it didn't hit me probs, bc im autistic and take ages to process things, until I got home that night in the shower. couldn't stop crying about how happy I am that I trusted myself and listened to that little boy I once was. (knew I was trans as an extremely young child, then forcibly made myself christian, hyper femme, transphobic, anorexic up until just 2 years ago I finally accepted my childhood truth.)

what a blessing and privilege it is to be able to transition and have it go so well. its so scary but its so WORTH IT. I want to thank my community endlessly.

when I was convincing myself I was cis and I was so transphobic, I would tell myself the trans community is all brainwashed etc and horrible things. but in reality its the most loving, kind, knowledgeable community ever, and I appreciate everyone so much who has helped me. yes being cis would be amazing but I do think I was made a transman for a reason.

im not sure if it is allowed to be posted in this sub but I do need to fundraise thousands for my top surgery and I have a go fund me but idk if Im allowed to link it

thanks for reading <3