Day 2 of not watching porn
This is my first post here. I feel like I want to start posting here regularly to clear some of my thoughts by writing them and to keep myself accountable in some sense. So here goes nothing I guess.
I'm a M23 and I've been struggling with a porn addiction for a while. I realized that quite a long time ago when I started to go into more extreme fetishes or kinks and fast-paced porn in general. Yet I continued for 3 years even though I knew, that it wasn't healthy anymore. It slowly started to affect my every day life. I spent so many hours of my time watching porn. 6-8 hour sessions 2-3 times a week and not a day passed where I wouldn't watch porn. I even failed whole university courses because I prioritized gooning over studying. That is my background story (or at least what I'm comfortable sharing at the moment) and I just hope one day I won't feel the need to watch porn anymore.
I haven't watched porn in 2 days. I feel empty. Watching porn is constantly on my mind now. When does this feeling go away?