Can someone give me hope?
So my wife cheated on me and we are getting a divorce. We have 2 kids 7 and 1. I feel so disgusting. It’s been about 3 months now she is totally in love with this guy she met on TikTok live btw😂. I have lost 60 pounds and have 30 to go to hit my goal but I still feel so ugly and fat. I don’t feel I will ever find a woman I’m attracted to and that I can trust. I’m 28 and I have had a few interactions but the woman I’m actually attracted to always fade, of course this girl I used to date in highschool is totally in love with me but she has gained a lot of weight and has a bf! I don’t want to participate in cheating in any form but I am so lonely and she is the only girl giving me attention. Sorry this took a turn basically am I cooked? Am I gonna find a good woman? Is this the worst time for dating?