u/Odd_Earth_2181

Husband and I are still trying for a first.. Had a miscarriage in 07/22, ectopic pregnancy in 08/25 - which means that my would-be-due-date just past so I have been feeling a little emotional.

Today I found out a couple that we know through a mutual friend are having a baby and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I have endometriosis and only one tube - I usually feel happy for others and today I feel like it strangely drained my hope.

Everyone around me is going through something hard right now and I don't need to be 'loud' about what's going on with me. If I could take away the pain of those I love, I would in a heartbeat. But because of it all, I feel like i'm suffering in silence. So I needed to vent... That's all folks!