what do I do now? (is this the right place to ask)
Usually all my posts on this account are in character, but scew it.
So here’s the deal, I’m a disabled Russian guy, I make 2015 style youtube videos, and I have cerebral palsy.
When I was little, movement wasn’t a problem, since my body was less spastic and mom had no issues helping me. But as I grew older and went trough surgery after surgery, everything changed. Now, even sitting upright is hard, and worst of all she stopped caring and starting beating me.
I thought that maybe befriending someone online might help, but most people just start ignoring me or ditch me if I get “too close” with them.
Two years ago, I befriended a girl on discord. She seemed like a perfect match for me, we both had family issues, both loved old minecraft and horror mods for it.
One day she decided to become my “virtual mommy” as she called it.
I started calling her “auntie” and we started roleplaying and chatting every single day.
I even made drawings of us as pvz plants, (I’m a wall-nut, she’s a vampire flower) she said she would never leave me, and then did anyway. I was hoping she was my savior, my ticket out of this hell I’m in.
BUT NO! I got toyed with and thrown in the trash. And this is far from the first time this had happened.
If anybody cares, contact me. I want a loving mommy (pathetic I know, but that’s the only thing I want)