u/Novel-Iron6264

No one will ever love you more, than they love themselves.

I want to still believe in support existing in this world. But every day my closest people prove me opposite. Currently seeing myself as my only support and lover. Starting medical change in my life. I hope hate and bullying from relatives won't make it unbearable again.

Month pre T

That's my face, and my usual outfit. Is it like obvious? Or no. I tried to start from afar...just joking and asking how mum would treat furry people(not judging, just she knows what it is), that it's normal people and just hobbies (wanted to start from afar, lol.) But she got extremely angry and so, I can't tell anything. I choose this sub because its at least a bit more positive than others. Sorry if I'm not welcome.

I want to start T soon. So idk, if I just do it in secret. Im almost 19. Need to go to uni, finish school, have low wage job and no really wish to leave family house we built...

I'm very concerned to just look lesbian in public. I am man, and not into women at all.

I tried to be women..really did. But its just not how I feel. It feels awful. I'm thinking about starting T. I've always felt that I'm man, never made any friendships or relationships because of that. Because obviously not seen as one. Very conservative parents...scared to do it all alone. Want to be sure its right choice. Even if I know it probably is. Because I'm deeply unhappy as I am.

Planning T

Scared to end up women with beard. If I start T, after year or two doesnt matter. Matters to be able to achieve passing result...

Im suddenly very scared to end up women in skirt. Like really scared. If I really do it I want to pass ☹️