u/NooNoo82

Kiddo turned three this week, and I turn 44 in a couple of weeks. We've discussed the last cycle being our final attempt as I'm almost 44, but I don't know how we actually reconcile to that decision. We got pregnant easily with the first and stupidly assumed we would be able to have a second. Five of the mums I was pregnant with now have second babies and I spent a long time making excuses as avoiding them last year. I can still only face it in controlled situations.

I'm so torn. I'm so sick and tired of being in limbo and feeling like life is on hold. But the alternative is facing the fact that there won't be another baby.

Anyone got anything helpful or stories to share?