u/No_Comparison6522

It's good to be within a group where we all share the same problems. Good to be here. I wanted to say hello.

I lay there. But was it really laying there? I smiled a smile I haven't felt in along time, along time? Forever? I felt reborn, youth again. Again? But I am fighting against the darkness bringing some towards the light. I saw her, no I felt her, no, I loved her and that is what I felt. There was something, of darkness, black, that approached her and I sought to protect her when the feeling I'd not felt for so long faded. I opened my eyes in my bedroom;,alone. Physically.

Awakening I remember the feeling of darkness that touched upon my light. Ironic how it's always seen as sexual or something like that. My memories show more than usual from once was once black turned gray. Them being given conscious free will as not light but not darkness either would explain the parting from the black.

I look at my appendages and flex my fingers on my dimmly white...hands?