To those of you who know…
I wonder…
I wonder if you realize why I’m still?
Let me tell you.
I’m letting you guys fix this because you guys interfered where you shouldn’t have. You assumed to know my destiny, you tried to take it as your own because you believed you could do it better; meanwhile, not even knowing what it is that I have been called for.
Your poor choice is a reflection of your belief in God or rather, lack there of. You assumed to know my Soul better than God. You decided you were bigger than the game; bigger than Your Creator. There is consequences for believing and especially for acting on that belief. You’re none of you beyond hope or salvation, I climbed from the abyss myself, it is possible. You just have to do the work; tell the truth. Be selfless, humble, generous, kind.
You could have tried to talk with Him. You could have cultivated your own relationship with the divine but because it requires trust, faith and answers that arise from within you, answers you cannot “fact check” you didn’t or couldn’t believe what you felt (if you ever even tried to commune, that is) your internal state is unbalanced and instead of doing the work to come into alignment with your self, with your God you chose to steal the essence of knowing from unknowing Women. You used the most powerful force in the world and you twisted it, perverted it and used it for personal gain, you basically spit in Gods face. You shamed your Mothers. You chose to steal from the very beings you came through, the beings you were tasked to protect. You will atone for that.
My walk in this world has been a simple one. I am meant to embody the template, to simply be myself. The reason it looked so big to you was because it was YOUR interference and intentional chaos that was intended to catapult me into the very level you were coveting. No matter what you did or didn’t do I would’ve made the same impact on the World because it’s not what I do, it’s who I am. Just me existing in my authenticity acts as an anchor: I am holding the frequency.
I don’t want fame. Never cared for a fortune. Those of you who know me, ask yourself one question: What is important to me?
I won’t answer for you because I don’t need to, if you know, you know.
I didn’t break it and neither did you, but you did purposely unbalance the scales and in your karmic rebalancing I find my freedom.
I love you all. I feel you all. I’m not angry at you but I’m done with your games. I have allowed you to tire yourselves out and come to the same conclusion that has always been inevitable.
You’ll find only love here.
-Amn