u/No-Refrigerator7284

I want to make new friends cuz I basically have none rn.. the problem is idk where to make friends and it’s not helping that sometimes I just don’t talk to anyone because I don’t feel motivated or wanna be alone. It’s like I’m avoidant (I think is the word). Sometimes I wanna talk to someone but other times I don’t and I don’t want to make a friend by being like this, like talking to them suddenly and enthusiastically then ghosting them for awhile and being dry, I don’t want to hurt their feelings but I really, really, really, also want someone to talk to!! I don’t know what to do! (Also sorry if this is confusing English isn’t my first language)