Wife asked for transfer, that is our ticket to freedom.
Handog ang wife ko while ako ay nagconvert lang 10 years ago. Knowing kung gaano ung bond nila as family and inc. I checked into it, i am generally a seeker, at sa loob loob ko wala naman perpekto na religion me coming from Catholic to born again, so i kept the things i like about INC and that is what convinced me to convert and stay, hindi siya dahil sa naforced ako mag convert dahil never din naman ako even kinonvince ng asawa ko.
My wife knows me as a seeker and i started getting interested about the Quran few months ago, it started when I saw a part in Quran (Al Ma’idah 5-110 to 120) where Jesus and God was talking, how all his miracles was through God and how Jesus never said to worship him but only to follow his words as it is the words of God. I got hooked by how it is almost like inc na bawal dugo, sugal, inom, aside sa pork (Jesus Christ didnt eat pork), discipline in prayers etc, that Jesus is not God, Muslims believe he is a prophet and the messiah who will return on the judgement day. Wala lang yung mga shenanigans ng mga manalo.
Bible was changed and translated many times, the books of the bible are only selected from many which also have contradictions from one of each other, politics also played a huge part in the 1st compilation of the bible, the biggest problem is that it is also interpreted many times, lalo na yung for their own gain, like version ni Manalo. Unlike Quran isang version lang ang meron, isang language, it was preserved and memorized by Muslims. Di ko na iisa isahin pero after knowing many things that are proven true in the Quran kako it is hard to put it aside at hindi basahin. Medyo nashashare ko sa wife ko, binigyan din ako ng Quran ng husband ng friend niya. Di pa ako Muslim, sabi ko din sa wife ko pagaralan lang namin.
Two days ago, nagulat ako kasi minessage niya yung katiwala namin sabi niya mag transfer na daw kami at kahapon after pagsamba kinuha na namin. Ang sabi niya lang sakin, just to let you know, it is not easy for me. So nagulat talaga ako kasi di pa tlga namin napaguusapan yun ni di ko din siya tinalkout para gawin yun.
Ngayon natatakot ako paano kung malaman ng mga magulang niya at kapatid niya, saka di malayo na ako ang masisi which is ok lang naman din tanggapin yun. Pero one thing for sure ngayon is alam ko talaga na mahal na mahal ako ng asawa ko. Minsan nga umiyak pa siya habang nagshashare ako, ang sabi niya lang is she always knew me as a seeker of God so ok lang yun sa kanya kasi part yun ng pinakasalan niya.
I am between confused, scared and happy right now. I still maybe have a lots of questions regarding Islam, we most likely become Muslims, pero among many question isa lang ang sigurado na kami ngayon, Kulto ang INC. And i am happy we dont even have to convince each other for that. A book of God should not confuse us, while a religion should be about knowing and worshiping God, lalong should not be about money, it should encourage you to seek not to blind you, it should encourage you to read/study not to force you to only believe in what this pamamahala will say. Worshipping God should felt like freedom not jail, and this transfer is our ticket to that freedom.
PS: Arabic is a semitic language, Jesus spoke Aramaic, he calls God as Alaha, a same word for Allah in arabic, Jesus greetings is peace be with you, we dont say that in public, but that is literally Salam Alaikum in arabic which serves as their hello, Jesus prays heads down on the ground, muslims only do that now, Jesus never eat pork he even casted evils into a heard of pigs. Jesus never said to worship him, We are Christians pero we dont really follow Jesus instead we followed most of the Pauline doctrines, which is not even one of the Jesus 12 disciples he was even a persecutor of the early church.