u/No-Heat-6149

Give me femboi memes

The friends that i treated like my brothers did horrible things to me today. Friends that i shared everything with. Friends for four fucking years. They dragged me into the bathroom and tried to strip me so they could see my body. Good thing i wore pants and a belt so they couldn't manage to get it off before i ran away. Later they emptied five bottles of water on me. They then pushed me on the ground and kicked me at the street when i left school, Nobody did anything through the day. They didn't try to stop them. They didn't ask if i was fine

A single person in the bathroom or the class or the street could have stopped them. A single person could have said no, stop treating him like an animal. But nobody did. I struggled with suicidal thoughts through the day.

One of the boys who tried to strip me was my crush, who was my closest friend for five years and one of few people that knew that i have traumas about sexual assault.

I am so tired. Silly thoughts came back and i am so tired. I just want to rest. To be far away. Far far away. I am just walking forward until my legs give up on me and i fall into my bed, only for me to do the same the next day. I am lonely, i am tired, i can't do this anymore. I need i need a break from all these monsters.