u/No-Brain-4109

I’m about to enter my 30’s..

I haven’t been able to achieve PIV because I have a bad mental block caused by vaginismus and to top it all off I am in a dead bedroom (I’m not the one with the low libido). I sometimes wonder if I’d be able to do PIV things would change. I feel so embarrassed. I know he loves me but it hurts so bad.

Anyways it makes it so hard to try. Although I try on my own I feel discouraged due to the lack of desire I feel from my partner.

I have so much on my mind. I want nothing more than to be a mother and now the clock is ticking and not being able to achieve PIV is stressing me out. I want it so bad. I want nothing more than to be a mother.