I dont even know where to begin. Any advice would be appreciated.
Im 35m and I never considered myself having this until recently.
I always thought I was just another horny guy. But I think about women, all the time, theres not a woman I interact with that i dont physically check out. Its actually exhausting. I cant have normal interactions. Im constantly looking at porn and thirst trap content, I can stop myself cheating on my wife but only just, the urge is constantly there to the extent I try not even drink to make sure i dont cheat. But to cope with it the amount od photos and videos i look up online is obscene.
Also, I'm no prude, but for some reason find this whole thing really hard to put into words? At least in a way that would make sense to others around you.
It's not that its embarassing for me, it's the not being understood. Like how do you explain to those around you, friends, spouse etc. That you are a sex addict? I dont even know if this is what i am. But its honestly so exhausting, just constantly thinking about it all the time.
The annoying this as well, that I am not physically fit so sex is an incredibly labourious task for me, to the extent its almost never worth the hype for me. But I still want it all the time and atill think about it all the time. I hate it.