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Saw her for the first time after two years, she was sitting in a cafe, I dont think she saw me and all the good and bad things we've been through when we were married, I just felt all of them and kinda overwhelmed by these feelings, started to think like two years ago, why did all these happen, could it be better if I did that and she did that bla bla. I even started to get heart racing again, I kinda hate myself about that. After two years am I still in the same spot? I still couldn't get over it? Is this normal?