u/New_Cod_1687

I did use alonzapine for 1 or 2 months, now i cut the pill of but i am not the person i used to be. My brain is blank. I can't find interest in anything, lost my hobbies, lost the sense of self. I feel like living zombie, demon who has to die.

Do i gonna get better ?

Can't think anything. Just breathing zombie. No emotions.

Is it gonna get better or do I gonna stay like that ?

I feel like i can't take this quitness, ı need people around me to talk just to feel lay okay.

I am completely different person , not even person, just a void.

I was the quickmind, always thinking when other person speak, now i don't have any thoughts about anything. I think this medicine made me chemical labotomy.

I cant see the point of living anymore.