u/New_Chance3145

going on 5 months and doing alot bette

forever and always first and last

It was a new feeling

when our souls

got introduced to eachother

instantly fascinated

and inseparable

we intertwined together

Asif someone nailed

2 pieces of wood together

applied the sturdiest

Locks and threw away

the keys

that's when we solidified

our flames became one

an unextinguished flame

that forever burned

our lingering passion's

where a perfect

an unspoken journey is yet to come both opened armed and willing to close a door and walk though a new one but than something happened unsure of what is going on the mind and ego take over what the heart desires I feel his pain his eyes and the way he looks at me is alot different from before the souls are screaming for help struggling to reach back and connect its the thoughts an evil imagination a soul full of love the endless back and forth battle the push and pull between evil intentions and solidified love is a battle you dont hear and battle you dont see. but a love worth fighting for.

so trust me

love me

its real

sober intentions

I promise

our times

will aline

forever your

forever mine

I love you so much more than any one needs to know

😍🥰🩷

those 3 simple words it's great what a small greeting can do it fills a cold heart with blood heart that's been stomped on many times I heard that cold hearts are the most loving they never had real love so they want to give it. I heard that cold hearts are the loneliest people, but the kindest people I hurt this person so bad this person lost himself when nobody noticed. Nobody heard nobody saw lonely struggle, a lonely hustle, a lonely, battle, lonely soul. I don't think their time will come and never will. They're here to fill the space for others. They feel others pain and they put down their own problems and attend to others. It fills that missing spot even if it's just for a minute they Express unforced expressions, a real smile a real laugh don't get ofte shortly after back in that slump feeling looking for the next person to help. well no one's looking for them forever a lost soul.

Internal feeling weird I don't know how to explain this one. It's like a switches on that. I can't turn off. Only one person can access this. I've been vocal about my intentions. You haven't been so straightforward. It's like a signal. You don't wanna say it. You're not scared you're tough. You can handle anything but this one conversation has you stuck so one thing you're worried about saying it's kind of like a good feeling and the wall that stopping us. It's a need for both of us this is happening and I'm sorry. I wish I knew what to do staying silent hurts. It shows around my family. They notice I'm quiet again