( I did this same post with different id few weeks ago but I needed help again and I described in detail in this. Special thanks to those who replied on my previous post too , Thanks from bottom of my heart)
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So I am a 17 year old boy who will turn 18 in a few months , and I remember a few months back previous year I started watching porn for the first time .
And I remember coming across a video that looked painful . I didn't thought much about it at first but then I started to evaluate what are my responsibility if something harmful was happening in that video .
To properly evaluate this I visited that website again , apparantly it's one the most visited porn website in the world , I started surfing my porn recommendations feed and looked for how much view the videos have , to evaluate if my 1 view on that painful video mattered or not . Firstly I felt relieved because the videos each had 100k , 50k , 32k like views but then I found out some videos who were uploaded less than a week old come in the category of recently uploaded and are in recommendations feed in 3 - 4 places . The total feed size on one webpage I counted is around 40 to 50 videos of which 3-4 are reserved for recently uploaded.
Then I thought to myself what if the painful video I watched was one of these recently uploaded, then one day I sat and opened 100s of these types of recently uploaded video . I used to delete my browser history and then again open the website new videos that are recently uploaded use to come and I saw avg views in range of 20 - 60.
Now I am scared because I fear that I have contributed view to a video that had views something in the 20s and I might have clicked on the video thumbnail a few times and might have contributed 3-4 views .
Yes I think undoubtedly I have contributed 3-4 views because I checked this too on a video with thousands of views that if we just click on thumbnail of a video and then back of still it count as view if done after deleting webpage history which I did .
Thanks for reading till here , so my question is if the video I contributed 3-4 views to was a video where some women was getting harmed . Will my 3-4 thumbnail click views motivate the creator to make more such video in future and whether my 3-4 view become the reason more people would open that video as I understand it improved that video thumbnail click rate . But I haven't contributed any watchtime .
I just want to know what to think of this experience did I caused someone somewhere to get harm by motivating creator by increasing click rate of the video .
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