I am 22 years old woman with a really good sex life and I just can't figure it out. I used to masturbate really frequently as a teenager and got to know my body quite well but every time I got close I hit a wall or just edged myself forever not even hiting the wall. Same applies to sex. I've tried so many things already I'm really into bdsm but that doesn't give the kind of stimulation I'd need to finish I feel? The only time I think I had a small orgasm was after I did ketamie and got off when I got home but it's been a few months so I can't recall the feeling well anymore. What helped you figure out what you need?
My partner is great at sex she has made everyone else finish but me we've been consistently trying for over two years.
I'm just so lost and frustrated with myself, I still really enjoy sex but I can't help but be jealous of other people.