i don’t know if this is the right place for this
there’s this guy i’ve been seeing here and there casually for couple of months he always claimed to be exclusive to me. we had our ups and downs blah blah i’m not going to sit here and lie i really really really enjoyed his attention. i wouldn’t said i love him or anything. he had a vacation planned a month before he ended stuff with me saying he had a lot going on mentally and blah blah. i quietly let him leave didnt not say a word or acknowledge his presence ever again. i started manifesting him back but never reached out.
the next day when he came back from his vacation (after a month of nc) he broke nc and was all over me like the old days and i loved it. i had this feeling he hooked up w someone else and i met up w this friend who’s very big in the hookup culture and he said to me that to cheat he purposefully fights or break ups w his girlfriends to cheat and then get back w them.
For few days i thought my manifestation worked, which it did but now i feel so disgusted and betrayed and frankly toyed with. I’m not surprised because i knew what kind of a guy he was but i don’t know what to do or where to go about this
I’m not trying to spread negativity at all i’m just confused as to what i can do to fix my situation. Any help or suggestion would be appreciated