I don’t know why this is happening
For some context in case it helps explain anything, I’ve been diagnosed with depression, ADHD and autism and I’m 15 turning 16 this year. I’ve been struggling with my mental health ever since I was 12 because of my dad’s mental abuse, a really bad ‘friend’ and my old school. I’m doing better now but I’m still struggling and I’ve been experiencing what I’m going to talk about now ever since I was 13 or 14: I’ve been dealing with really bad intrusive thoughts. Not just the usual type (I think) but I keep getting them all the time. It’s usually about doing things like hurting/murd3ring my dad, doing bad stuff to my little sister (12) and to animals and over all just bad stuff against people, committing su1c1d3 and starting to sh again. Also, I keep feeling like different people. Not just the usual type of trying to figure out who you are, but legit feeling like I’m multiple different people and my mom said that like a year ago, for a month or so, I was in a really really bad mood and just overall wasn’t myself. I don’t know if it’s DID (dissociative identity disorder) but even if it is I can’t get diagnosed because I’m a minor. I’ll explain more in the comments if you’re wondering something and i probably spelt things wrong and didn’t phrase it correctly but whatever.