im a sexual predator
I tried to keep this vauge in hopes of not violating rule 4
I'm a 17 year old woman here, and I admit I'm a pretty dirty person in online spaces. I make gross jokes and send a lot of NSFW in discord servers that allow it. I talk to people of all ages and I usually have no worries when it's someone my age or older. I talk without a filter and just say whatever weird shit comes to mind.
Now that im getting older though im not the youngest online anymore. I used to say anything to anyone and not feel weird about it. But I realized I have to be cautious around kids. And I really do try at first. But whenever I talk to a young kid something gets brought up and I let some freaky ass comment slip. I usually stop the convo after that and feel bad. I called a young person sugar mommy once when they mentioned buying stuff for their boyfriend a lot, I stopped talking to them immidietly after because I knew it was weird. I just didn't think before I said it. Today another young person randomly told me about an inappropriate preference he had and I said "fuck same." I could've told him to stop talking to me like that or anything but i said same. They're usually 3-4 years younger than me.
I havent been trying to be a creep, I just say it without thinking. If they start flirting with me hard-core I feel really grossed out and usually block them. But in more chill situations I always end up saying something stupid. I just forget I'm supposed to have it together. Shouldn't it just come naturally? No one else has an issue with that but me. I feel dangerous. At this rate I'll be one of those groomers people beat up.
im an awful person and im honestly really ashamed. i always tell myself not to do anything weird. I said "same" without thinking but I noticed immidietly and felt awful