u/Neva_Jo

Hey all! Im looking to make some new friends! I love cats, video games, and drawing! I play tomodachi life (switch and 3ds), Professor Layton, Minecraft, Undertale and Deltarune. I love cat memes and bugs, silly creatures and pigeons. I watch a lot of YouTube, mostly Game Theory. I dont really do too much but im here for a good conversation, I love hearing about people's lives and I have a lot of things to say

(Please no creeps or people looking to date. Im going through an awful breakup rn so im really not on the market lmao)

Just got broken up with by my ex of almost 3 years. We broke up and got back together about a year ago, that breakup was because I was honestly a terrible partner, I hadn't processed a lot of my own issues and I let that affect him. We got back together and everything was amazing till 3 days ago. He sat me down and said he loves me as a friend but he doesn't see me romantically. I dont want to get into details but im feeling awful. I keep going back and forth between feeling fine and feeling like im dying every few minutes. Im feeling every emotion so strong and I hate it and nothing makes it better. I dont even want to sleep because I know I'll just wake up feeling horrible, and I can't eat when im stressed and obviously im very stressed right now. This breakup also comes with getting my own apartment and living alone for the first time ever and im so nervous. I miss him so much and I keep wanting to text him and beg to get back together, I feel so pathetic.

I just want to be healed and done already, I hate this.

I dont know what to do.