u/Neutron-19

17M, kyphoscoliosis, completely disabled below the chest, neurogenic bladder and bowels since I was around 4 years of age.

I recently started catheterising myself, and that has been going well.

For my bowels, I just have to put on some gloves and do it manually. Doctors only have recommended me enemas, but I find them very hard to do and they don't feel like they work very well. It definitely feels like it's been softened up but I still have to pull out manually. And since I can't move my hips, and my legs spasm a lot, it is hard for me to stay in a position where I can do it.

Should I ask about getting an ostomy for that? My bowel movement is also very slow, so I have to only go once every 2-3 days. I've heard that in this case, instead of using a bag, I can insert a catheter and flush it that way?

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I spotted a level 5 male lesser kudu from about 350 meters just west of where my player marker is on the map. Last i saw of him was him disappearing behind a hill. There were around 4 more males around him so i cant find him by his footprints. Is there anything i can do to find him except just come back at the same time and hope he's there?

Maine 11th ke shuru me kuchh seriously nahi liya tha, pehle mai confused tha ki regular school jau ya firr dummy leke PW se padhu. Mai pehle 2-3 mahine school regularly jaata raha, mujhe kaafi health issues hai isliye thode time baad consistently jaa nahi paya. Firr naa mai consistently school ja raha tha, naa mai PW se padh raha tha. Firr half yearly me bass fail hote hote bachaa. Half yearly ke baad thoda serious hua, chemistry aur math to firr achhe se padhni shuru kardi. Physics me batch me Saleem sir the, unke lectures bilkul structured nahi hote hai, to meri achhe se bonding nahi hui unke saath. Firr kuchh mahine unse padhke maine rajwant sir se padhna shuru kar diya, unse achhe se samajh aa raha tha. Par uss time tak firr december ke exams aa gaye, firr practicals aa gaye, firr 11th me finals aa gaye, end tak physics me kuchh nahi padh paya.

Ab 12th me ye dekh ke mere parents ne mujhe ek personal tutor lene ko convince kar liya. Around 2 mahine mai unse padha, padha to achha rahe the, par wahi Saleem sir jaisi hi feeling aa rhi thi, sequence me nahi karate the to mera mann nahi laga. Ab maine chhod diya unse padhna, unse maine electrostats, capacitor wagera saara cover karliya, par zada kuchh retain nahi hai, bass basic understanding hi hai mujhe.

Ab 2 hafte me mere exams hai. Mujhe health issues hai isliye school ne thodi relief di hui hai, par agar achhe marks nahi aye to woh mujhe aane ko force karenge. Jitna exam me syllabus aana hai utna maine chemistry aur maths ka 2026 wale lectures se Faizal aur Sachin sir se kar liya. Physics me electrostats, capacitors aur current electricity aana hai. Mera plan tha ki mai Rajwant sir ke 2026 lectures se cover karlunga shuru se. Par total 65 lectures hai. 2x pe dekh ke bhi 60 ghante lag jayenge.

Aur kya Rajwant sir boards ka sab kuchh cover karayenge? Maine shuru me saleem sir se padhne ki koshish ki thi kyuki tab 2026 wale lectures nahi upload hue the, par woh to pehle lecture me hi aise bol rahe the jaise boards ka karaake woh hampe kuchh ehsaan kar rahe hai, aur keh rahe the ki JEE ki tayaari karne walo ke to boards me kam hi marks aate hai. Tab hi mood kharab ho gya tha mera. Kyuki 65 lectures hai, mai soch raha hu sirrf current electricity ke 15 lectures dekh lu, aur pichhle 2 chapters ke sirrf questions kar lu.

Ya firr mujhe apne personal tutor se hi padh lena chahiye? Unse bass ye advantage hai ki woh apne hisaab se 11th ka bhi beech me cover kara lenge. Aur boards ke question to pakka kara hi denge. PW se mujhe khud se hi time nikaalke 11th ka cover karna padega