I’m 133 days sober and I’m just now starting to feel normal again
For context I took around 75-125mg a day in 10-14 day increments when i got my script, then nothing until my refill. This continued for around 3.5 years.
133 days ago I finished my script and never got it filled again. I was extremely unmotivated for months. Sleeping long hours, eating WAY too much, couldn’t pay attention to anything for more than 5 minutes. Slowly this got better.
Now I actually feel like I have energy again. I do still struggle with ADHD symptoms, especially with executive function, but I’m waaay better. I don’t think I’m where I was before ever taking adderall. I’d probably have to be on 5-10mg to feel like I did before ever doing it, but it used to take me 40-50mg to reach baseline.
Just a warning to people here. The longer you abuse it, the longer it takes your brain to recover. Idk if i’ll ever be myself again, but who knows, maybe in another 100-200 days I’ll feel 100% like my old self