Broken up for 4+ years. Why can’t I stop thinking about him?
New account because I felt embarrassed writing on my main… I (22F) have been broken up with (22M) since 2022, but he’s been on my mind every day recently. He’s been in my dreams every night this week and he lingers in my mind in the morning. We’ve been no contact the entire time (and I think he’s blocked me on everything), but every 9 months or so I feel this dire need to talk to him again. Usually after about 2 weeks the feeling goes away, but for some reason it’s been over a month this time. By no means do I want to get back together with him, I just really want to talk to him again. I feel like he got a part of me that no one else has ever understood, and I really could use his understanding and companionship now. I miss him as a person, not so much as my boyfriend. I really hope he’s doing okay, neither of us were in great places mentally back then I really just want to know if he’s doing well. I miss you fig boy, wherever you may be.