move on or get back together?
i struggle with bpd and im currently about 5 hours into a breakup. a lot of our fundamental issues were rooted in my insecurity and fear of abandonment. i was threatened a lot by her other friendships/relationships and at this time, i realize that and see why it was an issue and im working to improve it. we were together for over 2 years, and i feel sick at the thought of living my life without her. i have been going back and forth in my mind all day about what to do about this. i want to try and salvage things and make everything okay again, but then 30 minutes later i feel like maybe moving on wouldnt be such a bad thing. i truly believe that i have the capacity for change, and im willing to do whatever it takes. im looking for some sort of guidance if anyone can help me out. comment any questions or advice, thanks sm