u/NathanAdaptation

For context, I look like the textbook definition of a twink. I can't, however, for the life of me enjoy bottoming. I've tried numerous times and it just isn't for me. Everytime guys look at me though, they just assume I'm a bottom and I can't say I blame them, but I feel like I'm somehow a fraud for being a top when I look the way I do, and I don't really want to change my appearance just to look the part. Does anyone else have this problem? If so, how do you deal with the insecurities that come with it?