u/Narrow_Guava_6239

I fomo on some social stuff and don’t want this sane feeling to applied to marriage.

Marriage is a beautiful bond between two people, however for me, my life has been such that I just wanna put my head down and get on with life

I have friends and family, social life and work and it was my choice not to get married and still is. I don’t know if I’m being given signs to reconsider my decision to never get married.

Problem is I have massive trust issues and don’t know how to let my guard down. Don’t get me wrong, I’m a happy human being and I love and trust Allah (swt).

Don’t know if my mind is playing tricks on me.

I don’t know if I want marriage or just the idea of it. It would be nice to have a loving partner to experience life with. It also scares the bejeezus out of me to commit.

Has anyone similar to me experienced this??

Never have I ever forgot to scrub under my boobs, I’m a plus size girl and the weather has gotten warmer. I’m aware I take longer showers when I don’t mean to so I take my phone to use as a clock, when I get distracted I remember to look at the time of my phone to show how long I’ve been doing one step.

I haven’t done much in the last few days so I thought I was alright. As much as I love to keep myself clean, it can be exhausting because of how long I take.

My goodness this post is unnecessarily getting long, what I’m trying to say is, I realised for first time how smelly the under boobs can be. I thought belly button smells funny but it’s actually under boobs as well.

This evening I took a shower and made sure I thoroughly cleaned them boob area first.

Don’t ever skip boobie cleaning.

Can you please wait several hours before posting any reviews.

I know you guys are excited to share your experience and new theories but those of us in different countries and continents can’t get the same access.

We can avoid coming here, and I can select ‘show less of this’, it wouldn’t entirely get rid of any posts altogether FROM this page.

Just a little consideration is what me and some others ask for.

Thank you.

EDIT: Just please use ‘spoiler’ tag if anything, it’s there for a reason 🤦🏽‍♀️.