How to interpret a deep sense of something not being right
sorry for the dump in advance but I really need help
I've been having this deep nagging feeling like something is going on that I am unable to see. This is the strongest I have felt something like this and it's hard to get a solid answer with my tarot deck.
I was interested in this guy and he checked off so many boxes for me and as soon as I met him I knew that our meeting was meant to happen. Every time we made plans something would happen (weather, other obligations, I even started feeling a cold coming on but quickly tried to get rid of it). Eventually, we were able to go out. I wasn't trying to make my interest too upfront because I didn't know him and wanted to respect his boundaries. The biggest indicator of the divine at work was for his ex to show up while we were together. No confrontation just passing by.
The energy soon switched after that. I felt as though there was an attraction from him initially but there were many mixed signals during that left me confused. I felt deeply frustrated and emotionally moved for no reason so I had to confront him and ask for clarification. It felt like his real self was revealed through that conversation.
It's been 4 days since that night and I feel like there is just something I'm not seeing. There's something really off and I've been racking my brain trying to figure it out. I am a devotee of Santa Muerte and before my meeting with him I had a bat show up at my window and stay there for a couple hours. I've been seeing 111 which I attribute to her. I am used to her tearing down things that don't work for me but something about all this is just odd. I'm just really curious too lol I need to know what all this could mean. I've just never experienced something nagging at me THIS hard