I dont know what to do
Hi everybody, this is my first reddit post ever. I am a little nervous and if my writing style may seem weird, please dont judge. For context, im fifteen years old going on 16 and come from a pretty traditional asian background where it is taboo to talk about breasts and all sorts of stuff related to this.
I am pretty sure I have tuberous breasts and I hate them, I feel disgusting now knowing that my boobs aren't "normal". I honestly thought that everybody's boobs looked like this but I just came to the realisation a few days ago that it's just my boobs that are weird. Anyways, I really really want the procedure to get them done but I obviously would need financial aid from my parents, considering that these surgeries are usually more than ten thousand dollars. I want to bring it up to my mum somewhere around this or next year but I dont know how. I have never really talked to my mum about these sorts of things. Don't get me wrong, we are close but we just never really discuss such topics. I am worried of how she may take it and if she might try to get me to change my mind. But Im really adamant on wanting this procedure done as I cant bear to have these funky breasts anymore. I genuinely despise them, I have no cleavage and no shape at all. I dont feel like a woman. Sorry for straying from the focus of discussion, how do I bring this up to her? Or at least slowly hint it before I fully reveal how I feel. Everyone's advice is welcome! Please help