I need a quick solution I’m feeling so hopeless
My life is unraveling and I don’t have a lot of time, pls help me and guide me, I am so hopeless
I need my ex to talk to me and to have good feelings between us again and how we used to be, my social life and everything has been destroyed because of this, so I really need this to be fixed. I’m graduating soon to so I don’t have time pls guide or help me on this
My life is getting destroyed and I really need to talk with my ex and be on good terms with her to fix it. My social life and everything had been destroyed and I don’t have time. Would sitri or someone else help me with this? Please guide and help me
My life is unraveling and I don’t have a lot of time, pls help me and guide me, I am so hopeless
I need someone to talk to me and to have good feelings between us again and how we used to be
I am suffering and have no peace, please help
Hello, I'm a college student, and I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't like being awake or living. Everything in my life was going well and this year everything got ruined. I don't have any one to talk to anymore, and I can't even enjoy basic things that all my classmates enjoy. I'm in a constant state of anxiety and discomfort, and every day I end up breaking down and crying. I never understood suicide or why people would do it, and I've always been unaffected by bad things that happened in my life, but I am so tired and hopeless that daydreaming about not living makes me feel at peace. But the issue is I don't want to destroy my parents. Whenever I drive now, I end up driving recklessly as internally, I'm actually hoping for some crash so that I would finally get some peace but also my parents wouldn't also be destroyed that I commited suicide or something. That's the reason why I'm making this post as one final attempt to try figuring out a way out of this.
I'm my family's hope, and the only light in my parent's life. My parents don't know exactly what is going on, but they see how much I have deteriorated and became a shell of myself, and they try their best to help me but they can't do anything. I tried to figure this out myself with every option I had. I took sankalps, and cried my heart out in front of my isth, nothing happened.
I never wanted to go down the path of tantra, but once my situation got worse where I knew I wouldn't be able to fix it by myself, I ended up looking for people who can help. People them ended up taking most of the savings I had in the guise of helping me. I work and pay for everything, and my family is poor, so they don't even know that this happened, or else they might have a heart attack.
There are genuined sadhaks that also said they would help, but I ended up driving them away as things were not getting fixed and that was making me even more depressed, and I was too reliant on them for communicating my suffering and being too annoying. It was my mistake, but I don't know how I could've been unaffected by my situation or pain when my life has been derailed and every waking second I'm in anxiety or pain. I regret having been like this but now it feels like it's too late and even those people don't want to help me or care about me. I haven't had peace of mind since November, and every day I wake up dreading that I have to get through another day. Aside from my parents, no one cares about me anymore, so I end up sharing my pain with people who try to help. If I shared it with my parents, they would be worried sick and they wouldn't be able to help, so I keep it to myself. There was a point where I would contact tantriks who I knew were fake just so I could talk to someone about this and occupy my time.
So I'm a state where I don't think I have any options left. I wish I could accept my situation but I just feel so sick to my core and can't stop sobbing whenever I think about it. The only thing that has gotten me through these months is the false hope the fake tantriks have given or the hope of results the real sadhaks have given me. If I didn't have this I don't know what would've happened. I tried all mental health things, but they didn't really help me as it didn't fix the issues in my life that is causing me so much pain.
So someone please help. I am tired of asking for help but I can't give up for my sake and the sake of my parents. And I hate them seeing me deteriote so much as I used to be the top 1% in all parts of life like academics, fitness, etc but now I'm a walking skeleton. Being honest too, I really don't have any money. I will try giving as much as I can for someone's help, but because of the scammers, I'm also in a financially bad position now too, so please help if money won't be a factor. I'm sorry if my post sounds dramatic, but feeling like this every day with only your time money and hoping being destroyed in the process made me feeling like this. Everyone has anxiety or bad things happen in life and I did in the past too, but feeling like this every day has worn me out and drained all positivity and happiness and excitement in life.
I am a very loyal person. I will be grateful to anyone who takes sympathy on me and gets me out of this for the rest of my life. This same quality of mine is what other people have taken advantage of, but I hope someone with a compassionate heart who actually wants to help people will take me under their wing. I know I'm not a perfect person and I might really annoy some people if you guys decide to help but I just want to go back to normal so I can go back to helping myself, my family, and helping others and bring positivity them too.
Please DM or comment if you or someone can help. Or share any sadhana or advice too
TLDR: I’m a high-achieving college student who has completely spiraled into deep despair and constant anxiety since November. I feel hopeless and only stay alive to avoid destroying my parents, though I’ve started day dreaming for an accident to end my pain. I’ve lost my savings to scammers and I’ve driven away genuine help by being too "annoying" in my desperation. I’m broke, exhausted, and making one last plea for help to get me back to being the person I used to be.
I am suffering and have no peace, please help
Hello, I'm a college student, and I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't like being awake or living. Everything in my life was going well and this year everything got ruined. I don't have any one to talk to anymore, and I can't even enjoy basic things that all my classmates enjoy. I'm in a constant state of anxiety and discomfort, and every day I end up breaking down and crying. I never understood suicide or why people would do it, and I've always been unaffected by bad things that happened in my life, but I am so tired and hopeless that daydreaming about not living makes me feel at peace. But the issue is I don't want to destroy my parents. Whenever I drive now, I end up driving recklessly as internally, I'm actually hoping for some crash so that I would finally get some peace but also my parents wouldn't also be destroyed that I commited suicide or something. That's the reason why I'm making this post as one final attempt to try figuring out a way out of this.
I'm my family's hope, and the only light in my parent's life. My parents don't know exactly what is going on, but they see how much I have deteriorated and became a shell of myself, and they try their best to help me but they can't do anything. I tried to figure this out myself with every option I had. I took sankalps, and cried my heart out in front of my isth, nothing happened.
I never wanted to go down the path of tantra, but once my situation got worse where I knew I wouldn't be able to fix it by myself, I ended up looking for people who can help. People them ended up taking most of the savings I had in the guise of helping me. I work and pay for everything, and my family is poor, so they don't even know that this happened, or else they might have a heart attack.
There are genuined sadhaks that also said they would help, but I ended up driving them away as things were not getting fixed and that was making me even more depressed, and I was too reliant on them for communicating my suffering and being too annoying. It was my mistake, but I don't know how I could've been unaffected by my situation or pain when my life has been derailed and every waking second I'm in anxiety or pain. I regret having been like this but now it feels like it's too late and even those people don't want to help me or care about me. I haven't had peace of mind since November, and every day I wake up dreading that I have to get through another day. Aside from my parents, no one cares about me anymore, so I end up sharing my pain with people who try to help. If I shared it with my parents, they would be worried sick and they wouldn't be able to help, so I keep it to myself. There was a point where I would contact tantriks who I knew were fake just so I could talk to someone about this and occupy my time.
So I'm a state where I don't think I have any options left. I wish I could accept my situation but I just feel so sick to my core and can't stop sobbing whenever I think about it. The only thing that has gotten me through these months is the false hope the fake tantriks have given or the hope of results the real sadhaks have given me. If I didn't have this I don't know what would've happened. I tried all mental health things, but they didn't really help me as it didn't fix the issues in my life that is causing me so much pain.
So someone please help. I am tired of asking for help but I can't give up for my sake and the sake of my parents. And I hate them seeing me deteriote so much as I used to be the top 1% in all parts of life like academics, fitness, etc but now I'm a walking skeleton. Being honest too, I really don't have any money. I will try giving as much as I can for someone's help, but because of the scammers, I'm also in a financially bad position now too, so please help if money won't be a factor. I'm sorry if my post sounds dramatic, but feeling like this every day with only your time money and hoping being destroyed in the process made me feeling like this. Everyone has anxiety or bad things happen in life and I did in the past too, but feeling like this every day has worn me out and drained all positivity and happiness and excitement in life.
I am a very loyal person. I will be grateful to anyone who takes sympathy on me and gets me out of this for the rest of my life. This same quality of mine is what other people have taken advantage of, but I hope someone with a compassionate heart who actually wants to help people will take me under their wing. I know I'm not a perfect person and I might really annoy some people if you guys decide to help but I just want to go back to normal so I can go back to helping myself, my family, and helping others and bring positivity them too.
Please DM or comment if you or someone can help. Or share any sadhana or advice too
TLDR: I’m a high-achieving college student who has completely spiraled into deep despair and constant anxiety since November. I feel hopeless and only stay alive to avoid destroying my parents, though I’ve started day dreaming for an accident to end my pain. I’ve lost my savings to scammers and I’ve driven away genuine help by being too "annoying" in my desperation. I’m broke, exhausted, and making one last plea for help to get me back to being the person I used to be.
Hello, I'm a college student, and I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't like being awake or living. Everything in my life was going well and this year everything got ruined. I don't have any one to talk to anymore, and I can't even enjoy basic things that all my classmates enjoy. I'm in a constant state of anxiety and discomfort, and every day I end up breaking down and crying. I never understood suicide or why people would do it, and I've always been unaffected by bad things that happened in my life, but I am so tired and hopeless that daydreaming about not living makes me feel at peace. But the issue is I don't want to destroy my parents. Whenever I drive now, I end up driving recklessly as internally, I'm actually hoping for some crash so that I would finally get some peace but also my parents wouldn't also be destroyed that I commited suicide or something. That's the reason why I'm making this post as one final attempt to try figuring out a way out of this.
I'm my family's hope, and the only light in my parent's life. My parents don't know exactly what is going on, but they see how much I have deteriorated and became a shell of myself, and they try their best to help me but they can't do anything. I tried to figure this out myself with every option I had. I took sankalps, and cried my heart out in front of my isth, nothing happened.
I never wanted to go down the path of tantra, but once my situation got worse where I knew I wouldn't be able to fix it by myself, I ended up looking for people who can help. People them ended up taking most of the savings I had in the guise of helping me. I work and pay for everything, and my family is poor, so they don't even know that this happened, or else they might have a heart attack.
There are genuined sadhaks that also said they would help, but I ended up driving them away as things were not getting fixed and that was making me even more depressed, and I was too reliant on them for communicating my suffering and being too annoying. It was my mistake, but I don't know how I could've been unaffected by my situation or pain when my life has been derailed and every waking second I'm in anxiety or pain. I regret having been like this but now it feels like it's too late and even those people don't want to help me or care about me. I haven't had peace of mind since November, and every day I wake up dreading that I have to get through another day. Aside from my parents, no one cares about me anymore, so I end up sharing my pain with people who try to help. If I shared it with my parents, they would be worried sick and they wouldn't be able to help, so I keep it to myself. There was a point where I would contact tantriks who I knew were fake just so I could talk to someone about this and occupy my time.
So I'm a state where I don't think I have any options left. I wish I could accept my situation but I just feel so sick to my core and can't stop sobbing whenever I think about it. The only thing that has gotten me through these months is the false hope the fake tantriks have given or the hope of results the real sadhaks have given me. If I didn't have this I don't know what would've happened. I tried all mental health things, but they didn't really help me as it didn't fix the issues in my life that is causing me so much pain.
So someone please help. I am tired of asking for help but I can't give up for my sake and the sake of my parents. And I hate them seeing me deteriote so much as I used to be the top 1% in all parts of life like academics, fitness, etc but now I'm a walking skeleton. Being honest too, I really don't have any money. I will try giving as much as I can for someone's help, but because of the scammers, I'm also in a financially bad position now too, so please help if money won't be a factor. I'm sorry if my post sounds dramatic, but feeling like this every day with only your time money and hoping being destroyed in the process made me feeling like this. Everyone has anxiety or bad things happen in life and I did in the past too, but feeling like this every day has worn me out and drained all positivity and happiness and excitement in life.
I am a very loyal person. I will be grateful to anyone who takes sympathy on me and gets me out of this for the rest of my life. This same quality of mine is what other people have taken advantage of, but I hope someone with a compassionate heart who actually wants to help people will take me under their wing. I know I'm not a perfect person and I might really annoy some people if you guys decide to help but I just want to go back to normal so I can go back to helping myself, my family, and helping others and bring positivity them too.
Please DM or comment if you or someone can help. Or share any sadhana or advice too