I've been reading people say it's actually more risky than just holding SPY/QQQ and that there isn't enough history to trust putting a large part of your portfolio in it.
Is this true? How risky would it be to put 100% of your portfolio in JEPI/JEPQ
I've become a distant person. I don't care to talk to anyone more. I don't care about anything really. I lost all interest in everything I used to care about. Knowing it's all over soon has me apathetic. Listening to music is really the only thing I care about anymore.
All the life affirming advice like live life to the fullest and find what makes you happy means nothing. Painting a picture or traveling or spending time with friends does nothing to get me out of this mindset.
I wasn't like this before. I used to have aspirations, dreams, fulfilling hobbies but they all disappeared. I've done some of them and I still feel empty knowing what's coming. This fear has changed me entirely as a person.
I don't know what to do. Fake it until you make it hasn't worked.