u/Mortifer_1

Hi guys, I just want to say thank you.

I posted here a bit over a year ago about «what to do when depressed». The response was overwhelming, and I’m sorry for not responding to many of you, but I am eternally grateful. Seeing how many people cared, so many people giving detailed responses on how to work out at home, budget cameras, trails to take in winter. I was so nervous to post something here, not wanting to take space, but oh my god am I glad I did.

Seeing how even strangers could care, so many people sending dms to give even more advice and asking how I was doing, and seeing how many were feeling the same way I did. Thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Am I doing better? Well.. lol. I have the best psychologist I could ever ask of. Genuinely. She cares and she listens, something I can’t say my last psychologist did. It’s still a work in progress, but I feel better, and it is going somewhere. I have a support network, and I have hope. I have tried the hobbies and exercises you have suggested, and even tho I hate exercising, I will keep trying.

I know it’s becoming spring now, so people probably feel a bit better, but if you feel you can relate, I hope you are able to reach out, because there is a surprising amount of people who care. Reach out to me even, and I will try my best to respond (sorry I haven’t gotten better at responding lol). Either way, the spring is here! What is peoples spring/summer plans? :D

Edit: if anyone needs advice/wants to read the thread, here you go :)

https://www.reddit.com/r/Norway/s/wf49zL4yJk

Okay, please don’t judge me if this is stupid. Please.

Female, 20+

So, probably like a lot of you, I don’t feel a complete belongingness in what I can perceive here. I have experimented with lots of things. The closest to what I long for has been shrooms, the second was a religion/spirituality I invented for myself, and the third is LSD.

The only thing I lack with LSD is the feeling of loneliness? Or emptiness? I can see the beauty of things, and think I can find the bigger purpose of things, but I never feel surrounded by other beings, or that warm «hug» I would get from shrooms or spirituality. But I still like it. The way it warps everything and gives you a new perspective. In short I’m a big fan of psychedelics lol.

So, on to the problem. I have two sugar cubes. Each containing 150 ph (idk how to type it sorry) of lsd. After may I won’t be able to take it. First plan was taking it with my boyfriend, but he is scared. I don’t want to let it get to waste, and if I take it after may, there will be anxiety involved (just trust me on this). My other problem, is my psychologist. She doesn’t want me taking any drugs as she is worried it would lead to a psychotic episode as I experience «blips» when I’m doing bad. My thing is, I can’t do weed, as the symptoms are almost instant. Hallucinations etc. however, with psychedelics, I feel great after. And during, usually. Creative, care free, etc. I love it. I have taken these cubes last fall, I know they work, I know how they work and how they make me feel, would it really be that bad if I took it?

I feel good mentally now, and I may have ingested weed twice during the past week, and I don’t feel bad at all. I can’t imagine spending the rest of my life without psychedelics, but if I was to, I would want at least one last trip.

So what do you guys think? Anyone that’s been in a similar position? Advice?