Particularly on Instagram, Ive seen people talking about The Front Bottoms Exes. They see either you are The Front Bottoms Ex or you have one and I've only seen a handful of videos about though so I don't assume this is a widespread thing. Does anyone know what this is supposed to entail about us? T-T
My 14th Birthday is tomorrow. Give me anything to do. Anything. Most liked comment will be done, and if I'm not able to do the most liked, I will do the second most liked. Go!
For most of my life I've identified as a bisexual, but after learning more about my attraction, I've discovered I'm actually a lesbian.
It's just hard because I come from a homophobic conservative family and I've always dreamed of my parents being at my wedding and supporting me and having a family. If I were to marry a woman, they wouldn't show up (not that I could've even imagined myself marrying a man in the first place,) and if I were to start a family, its a bummer that the baby can't be biologically the child of both of us.
I've always pictured how nice it would be to find the right guy, to finally meet a boy I could love, and I wondered why I could never find anyone as perfect as the women I dated. Back then I wrote it off as the fact I would almost always date shitty men (which is kinda true,) but now I've just come to the realization I'm just a lesbian.
I also realized that every relationship I was in with a guy I never really loved them, and most of the times they were just friend crushes where I got confused (which made them fade quickly once I got to know them,) and just about every time I dated a guy, by the end I hated them. There are two relationships where this is an exception, but they were when I was pretty young, and we were basically just close friends that cuddled, barely said I love you, and never kissed. I feel like that's quite unfair to the guys who truly loved me.
I also don't really know why I'm so bummed out about the biological family thing anyways given I've always been a gynosexual. I'm sorry to vent here, but I kinda just needed to talk about it.