u/MolokoPlus25

I’m embarrassed. Between the depression and adhd I have been struggling hard to not just lay in bed or get side tracked by meaningless “side quests.”

My house is a mess. I can tell I need a shower. I know I will feel better after having one, but it feels impossible. All the steps feel like it takes more energy than I have. I feel like the laziest person on earth.

I can’t possibly layer on more dry shampoo onto my hair.

Two failed FETs. Two embryos left. (ETA: not a compassionate transfer. I just don’t think it will ever work.)

We are taking a break. In a few moths we will return so that we can transfer another so they can inevitably pass away inside of me. Then we will do the same for the final one.

At least they will be with us and not disposed of.