u/Mlemkey

I know this sounds trivial, but I am genuinely on the verge of wanting to just end my own life over this.

I am going through extreme hell, I'm off work for reasons beyond my control, and I'm trying to make the best use of my time but I am bed rotting and falling deeper and deeper into depression. I'm on Prozac in the hopes it would motivate me to find a hobby or reason to live, but so far it's just making the idea of giving up completely more palatable.

I'm 26, male, pretty lonely so need a hobby I can do daily and on my own. I already do calisthenics, yoga, hike and play golf when I can.

I used to ride motorcycles and skateboard, I've been umming and awwing getting back into motorcycles or inline skating, however I've injured myself quite substantially in the past, (requiring surgery), and now I'm I'm reluctant to take the same risks as I once used to.

I tried drawing, both digitally and by pencil, but that didn't scratch the itch. I've tried mechanics in the past, but admittedly doing things with my hands isn't a strong suit for me.

I'm honestly at a loss as I'm finding it hard to find motivation or desire, but if I don't do something, I fear I'll fall so deep into this hole I'll no longer be able to get out. In part, I already feel like I'm there.

Hi, could anyone recommend any board game or DnD clubs in Beds where I can just start coming along? Potentially make a few friends and kill some afternoons.

I've never played DnD before so that particularly interests me!

Hiya! I am just putting this out there in the hopes that it catches the eye of someone who could also do with a bit of camaraderie in their life at the moment.

I'm open to find someone who I can check in with here and there, and keep each other company when adulthood gets a little unbearable or lonely at times. ;__;

I'm a very adventureous person, and I love the outdoors; planning itineraries, trying new sports and activities, regular exercise and deep/introspective conversations when the mood calls for it.

My life isn't dedicated to any one particular thing, I have varied interests, and get along with a lot of different people, but if you're a little bit neurodivergent we'll probably connect the best as I like interesting people with personality :D

Anyway, if you've read all this, please just get in touch and we can just chit chat and see what comes of it!