I don't know what's wrong with me.
This happened over the weekend. I'll try to make it short. A friend invited me to a party on Friday night, where we stayed until the early hours. Once I was in the right frame of mind, I even approached women, although it was more for fun as I always introduced my friend to them and then left.
The next day, we were at a volleyball tournament. I wasn't allowed to play, so I spent most of my time watching and hitting the ball occasionally. Then I spotted her, the kind of woman who wouldn't leave my mind. I decided to approach her after her game, but kept putting it off. I told myself, 'After the next... After the next...' But during her last game, both teams became quite toxic, and she didn't seem interested in being approached. Soon afterwards, most of her team, including her, had left. It's now been a few days, and I still can't stop thinking about her.
The only success I've had is talking to one of her teammates, whose team plays in the same league as mine, and who seems to be attending the same tournament I'll be at in a month.