Undateable
32 and never been on one single date. I have tried and tried, but they ALWAYS cancel or ghost right before. When I plan a date, I just assume it won't happen every time. And it doesn't. The only ones who genuinely want me have the emotional range of a toddler or can't even hold a normal back and forth coversation. The last person I had a phone call with legit talked about herself for 2 hours and not once asked me anything. I had to interrupt her just to even comment on the topic. That's just one of many bad matches. I'm 6 ft tall and I don't think I'm ugly. I'm awkward at first but can carry a genuine conversation and keep it real. Idk what else to say except I'm tired. Just want to live a normal married life, but I can't even go on one little date at a coffee shop. Everyone else on the apps has 3 kids and/or a husband. All the femmes want femmes. I mean so do I, so I get it. I'd literally move to Australia if it meant being with the one. I don't even fucking care where she is.
I don't need y'all to give me advice. I have tried it all. I don't need you to diagnose me with some projection like "well, you probably have bad vibes and aren't trying hard enough and you also try too hard and you just have to be yourself but also act totally different." Nah. I have tried every angle. I'm just here to vent and see if anyone is in the same boat or has a success story.
Not many people to vent to... So I came here haha