Kinda having a rough night.
I 39f (pan) Had the best year of my life. Moved out of my crappy camper and 20 year abusive marriage into my new partner’s suburban. She was so supportive and loving and kind, literally the other half of my soul and was the catalyst to my transition. I learned I’ve been trans literally my whole life and how to support myself in it. Started HRT on Christmas. I’ve had massive changes in lots of ways, good and bad. I honestly feel blessed. But I like guys more now than ever and that makes her very uncomfortable. Today, she expressed that she needs to know I’m not more into guys and I need to find out as I’ve never had a boyfriend. Looks like I’m not only single again, but homeless again in the same night. Got $6 though, and my penjamin so it’s not all bad.
Sorry for the long post. I’m just crazy depressed.
Pics for tax. One year ago and last week