u/Metiam

I have always had a tendency to get intense crushes on women in my life really quickly because of my ADHD, but I haven't had a intense crush in about a year (even though plenty of attractive women have entered my life) and I haven't picked up a crush on them. For the first time in about 5 ish years, it feels really nice tbh, because its always been a tug and forth in my head between me really liking them and then getting frustrated at myself for liking a person way too much, so to actually not have that feeling in a while is actually really nice, and its taken me a while to notice :)

Pictured is veg, pasta, fried chicken steak and some well done garlic bread with some pasta sauce. was yummy :)

Officially 3 months porn free. I feel so much better mentally. I have started running and playing tennis more as well as actively trying to get into shape. The 'urges' however are getting stronger. Anyone knows why this is? Its strange. The first 70 - 75 days were relatively pain free with an urge here and there, but recently, I've been getting them a lot. Anyone else experience this?