I'm just gonna be all over the place so I'm sorry. Also I'm new to posting so I didn't know what else to flair it as
I'm (16M) and I don't know if I'm just overanalyzing stuff or genuinely feel this but why do I feel like my social life isn't good. I have friends yeah but I feel lonely even with them and without them, I don't talk to them outside of school, and I feel like I don't do much just be another guy they can speak to. Also doesn't help that I don't live in a neighborhood or near them
Another thing I kinda just wanna dump is how badly or lonely it feels to not have a girlfriend. Woah shocker oh my god a guy who feels this way, totally a special thing (I'm joking). But I feel so unlucky when it comes to this. Left and right I see girls my age, above, or lower (like 15 I ain't a creep) with a girlfriend and I just feel so unlucky. Like this one girl (let's call her Scarlett why not) I was interested in her and when I was thinking about confessing I got news she got one already damn. Not trying to be another guy being dramatically hopeless but I just feel so unlucky and I know other people my age or around it feel similar.
Another thing is I feel like I am terrible at holding a conversation. I know it's not uncommon but I just need to dump some stuff and this is one of the last I'll dump. I feel like I get straight to the point of a conversation. It could be one anything and if I know my answer I just get to it and it feels awkward when there's nothing else to talk about and I feel so bad. Feels like I can't talk for shit unless it's a new person but overtime I run out of stuff and back to square one of not knowing what to talk about.
In case you're wondering about my interest to help me out on anything I like videogames of any kind really as long as I have fun, I do art, I started recently on getting back into it, I like listening to music like Videogame osts, rock if I find the song nice, and whatever else I find cool. Sorry if I just seem like another teenage guy with problems.