u/Mess_Artzz

I just relapsed after almost 2 months. I feel so pathetic. I was actually getting somewhere for once. Why does everything always go wrong. Why am I such a disappointment. I just want to fade into nothing. I’m tired of life. I’m tired of existing. I hate this. I want control of my life for once. My own decisions over my own life and body. I hate it. I hate my life and everything in it