I hate that im constantly stuck in a deadlock by my disability. I was born legaly blind with Ocular Albanism. Too blind to drive, but can see well enough that a disability check (which i wouldnt want anyway) wouldnt even cover my rent, let alone food, clothing and things i want. So since i turned 18 i cut off my disability chexk and get work wherever i can either riding with a friend or walking there. Im now almost 24, and im just stuck. I want to go to college but that shi is expensive, my 9 to 5 ive been at for 2 years busting my ass for doesnt offer reasonable pay increases, cant get another job that pays more because i wouldnt have a reliable transportation to get there, everything that pays more is an hour walk away or more. Ive thought of getting an ebike but even then i wouldnt be able to take it on public highways.
Anyway, im done ranting, sorry for being a bit**, ik there are people that have it alot worse than me so i try to keep that in mind and work my hardest