u/Mergci

I've known a girl for five years, I like her a lot, but I made a rule in my life to only confess my feelings three times. If she rejects me those three times, I stop, that's it,But she's already rejected me three times: the first time she said she needed time, the second time because she was dating another girl, and the third time because she sees me only with a friend (she's a lesbian), but the thing is, I like her, but I don't know whether to keep trying or bury those ashes and find something else to stop thinking about her.

Does anyone have any recommendations? Should I continue? Should I stop? I'm only 21 years old, But I feel like I would die without her, maybe it's silly, I apologize