u/MentalAmbition4940

I think I’m having similar thoughts as a cheater and I’m feeling kinda crazy and sick about it and need advise. Some backstory I am a 19m and have a 19 year old girlfriend we have been together for going on 4 years and about a year or so ago I started a new job and around the same time a girl was hired named Trixie now me and her didn’t know eachother before hand but as soon as she started working there we kinda skipped the awkward part of just working together and became friends talking to each other the most even tho there is other people are ages and genders but we kinda have this connection where say one of us is stressed the person we go to is the other and we don’t even have to talk about it or anything but it’s like when we go near one another that it all goes away and we can laugh and joke around it and have it completely change are moods and over the last year I’ve found myself wondering what she thinks of me she has a boyfriend aswell and me and him are getting pretty close outside of me knowing her but I feel this some sort of curiosity towards her but I would never do that to my girlfriend or her boyfriend